January 2012
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So true. I’ve gotten used to being nice to everyone but not expecting anything in return anyway. But of course if they’re mean to me, I will be the same to them in return, only worse hahaha.
Thankfully people who appreciate kindness do exist. I want to understand those who don’t, though. It’s hard to know what goes through someone’s mind. Even if a person is good with you, you can’t be immediately sure if they really like you anyway.
People won’t be nice to you just because you’re nice to them. Thanks to that we can experience the pleasure of giving without expecting anything in return.
I won’t ask for anything back. Seeing you happy is all I want.
In order to learn something from the beginning you have to do baby steps. Today’s lesson: life.
I won’t even try to make a video. I have almost an hour of bloopers and that’s audio only.
I try to record myself talking but it’s so fucking hard. I forget what I want to say, I stumble over my words, and I sound horrible. It’s too hard when you are not making a dialogue. There goes my fictional radio career. I’ll keep trying till I make it.
PS. It was easy when I was on the radio talking to unknown people, but it’s impossible to make a recording for someone I know. Call me weird.